new inspirations.

So, I'm back after a few months of being MIA.
I had a mixture of writer's block and... too many other things.

Here's a quick update:
1. I've stopped lactating. Thank the gods of milk.
2. I joined a gym, and have since lost about 32 lbs.
3. My boobs have shrunk to a C!
4. I came out to my mom and one aunt as trans. (full story to come)
5. I'm going on hormones to stop my menstrual cycle because it makes me violently sick.
6. My mom is going to help me find an endocrinologist that can help me make decisions about T.
7. I'm in a bi-polar II depressive state. It fuckin' sucks.
8. I went for a Breast MRI. I have Fibrocystic Breast Disease. I could care less at this point.
9. I washed my chest binder and it disappeared. I'm sad. It was expensive and effective.


Okay my meds are kicking in. Bedtime. I'll be on vacation with the family for awhile but i promise a real update when I return.

peace&love
hayden