hookah hormones.

i was out with my bestests last night smoking hookah
when i decided it would be really cool to have a beard.

hormones have been on my mind a lot lately.

i'm not sure but i guess my current situation (having lots of free time)
has given me the opportunity to think about being transgender.
and my new therapist has helped me explore it a bit too.

the biggest problem- having children.
how will hormones effect my already not-so-good chances of having children?
would the hormones ultimately make me feel more comfortable being me?
how badly do i want to carry a child?
is it worth waiting -say- 20 years before i can take them?
would other options -adoption, etc- be just as fulfilling to me?

other issues-
my family
my current recovery
interaction with my meds?
money
will any of my relationships be affected?

now let me say i will be the first to admit that definitely need to do my research
by no means do i know enough about hormones to make a decision yet.
but i think it might be a good idea to start looking into it.


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